I'am very dissapoint with any cobrans member.(ALL EDITED)

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1-welyn dont like me(i dont know why)
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5-Ok,im doing my job correctly every day,and them a guy called 'kODY' anasheedy account do some rapes,i banned him,i dont know was anasheedy,i dont know about his accounts,kamaz saw th base raping too and finger,and anasheedy says what i abuse of power(ana,i dont want to accuse you of base rape nothing,ur my buddy,and base raping is an thing what happen everyday in bf2,dont worry with that),ok days after i was doing my job and was kicking some idles,checking for tking in bf2cc,i cliced onn ban buttom not kick,accidently ban an guy for idle,in 3 seoconds i was going remove his ban,less than 5 minutes my account get disabled because i tryed to tell players no break rules,they say i dont warn everyone,i warned so,saying ;WARNING DONT BASE RAPE,TK,SPAM...etc all the others...!!!!!!!
And i dont know that is spam,lyn dyes said to me now thats a spam,im sorry but...you missed something,you know im new admin,why you at least dont warn me what that message 'high warning' is an spam?
I got a question.
Everyone here tell me now and be honestly,without offenses....Tell me what i did of wrong,and what i can do for be better admin for servers,because i dont see nothing wrong on my job.
6-In 1 month or less i buy two or 1 server for this clan.If welyn say its only 10 dollars.
But im not sure now,I am being severely mistreated by friends here in the clan,if they are my frien to say,im to confuse now about all that what happened.
I feel bad all this.

okay sir